Feels like I lost some friends, oh well, life goes on.

Grad night's tonight, SO UNPREPARED!
I needs to watch a korean drama and pick up a new skill and start drawing again instead of going out.

Hahaha, wtf, I know who my real friends are naow.

Catcha l8r and woah hasn't it been long since I touched this space. :O

back to lj, since blogger is screwing uppp uppp uppp

Angst

Why so angsty?
Common statement when I frown lament or whine.

I don't really know, maybe it's cause my tolerance is really low and when I tolerate, the fury bottles up and translates into tears and I hate crying, so I express my dissatisfaction, unhappiness, and they don't get it, piling up on their fucking hurtful indifferent statements therefore the yelling.
So is it my fault?

No.

But I am angsty, does my answer matter?

I think "angst" is pretty dumb, you link it to teens, the in-the-middle ones.
But grownup flares, toddlers too, in a crying-kinda-way.
So why give us the reason about unstable hormones.
I just get pissed.
Pissed when I'm asked a ques, I give an answer but since I'm always unreliable and wrong and stupid, they don't take my answer, pissed that I'm forced to do stacks of gruelling work, at the same time listening to those demoralising statements, pissed that you forget I've a fucking life with friends, pissed that you're so hypocritical and twp-faced and yet I can't be, pissed that you think you care but you don't, think you understand but you don't.
Just, pissed.

K,


Cute guy paired with good music to simmer down.