School's official first week is nuts, I realised I don't have time to complete work and since I've been so used to using the computer everyday, I'd feel weird w/o it's usage.

I try so hard to organize and plan but it's tiring and difficult and like tricia or most ppl, I do not see much, I mean i see a point but not much in going to school, the adults have corrupted my mind into thinking maybe I'm young and immature and simple minded. Oh what useless shit.

I cannot concentrate at all, I realised I can't learn anything from school, at least not much, it's the home practices that I do that makes me understand and it's not enough!
I'm going to fail my O levels get retain and have no future, what bull, I will score a scholarship and go UK! HAHAHA, go and die.

Anyway, so what if I study at home, I don't have the fing time, so yes, I really wna concentrate on what I like most, I wouldn't say do best cause yes, but Art, ytd brief was helpful and yet, how do I say it, you wouldn't feel good listening to what was said.

OMG! My posts are hellafa boring heap.

Okay, when I ever have the time to post and find out LJ's picture uploader problem, I will post more interesting things and fun to read goodies, OH GEE TEEHEE.

I CANNOT UNDERSTAND THE MFING COMPUTER! Livejournal is fine, they have many ways for you to uplaod your pic, but somehow everything cannot work and you can only use the URL one so I see no point in the places where they give you a box to browse your photos and upload them cause it cannot work, I need someone to help.
Secondly, I lost 5 bucks.
Thirdly, now I'm so frustrated I forgot what I wanted to say,
Okay wtv, I feel so stupid.

But I am not.

I keep complaining okay okay I know but I'm serious, I don't feel like gg to church anymore, adding to the thought would be the new venue and how much it's so unconducive?

Oh what the hell, I ask for too much sometimes and no one has it all even if it's almost so yes, I will grow up and be the first to have it all, okay, cross fingers.