this is gracelynn

HALLELUJAH!
or was that what you expected me to think 'cause exams are over.
I mean it doesn't seem to leave an impact or a feeling of relief anymore. I mean I don't feel like I will DEFINITELY do well but school's still going on and all.
Of course I still have alot of things on my mind that I wanna accomplish like learning photoshop.
I mean for some ppl it's just playing around and shit but I seem to screw up the program.
!@#$!
I mean I get envious over the stupidest(is that even a word) of things but the more I want something like just to have a simple ability as that, I just can't and it makes me feel all squirmish just to type it. I can't express very well how I feel over this little thing that not even woth feeling uncomfortable about.

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Anyway, I just got to get a D50 or an ixsus? learn photoshop and the drums, maybe save some money yeah and this little lump thats makes me feel insecure/incomplete would go away (:

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I was reading some other's blogs and the way they write is so detailed and yet captivating, not like WHOA but it's not mundane or bland.
okay, I ought to be satisfied with myself but I mean who feels perfect? and I mean I'm suppose to type down how I feel right?

Also, is my topic always the same. Okay guess for what. Of course lah!

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Ooooooh! I wanna get myself rollerblades cause my previous one cracked and eitherways it was too small :B

Oh yes, (gasps) hahahahhaha, yes, I think it's really awful and disgusting being extremely tall, not like I am but I keep thinking my neck is extremely long causing my high height and makes me look improportionate(correct spelling?)
No nooooooo, I'm not trying to place it in a indirect way and boasting OHMOOGOSH, I'm so TALL, yes ye, it's AWFUL i tell you.
NOOOOO.
I'm not, its just gross, I mean during my shorter days, I was wah 156? SO TALL! I want! But now its like, stop growing gracelynn!

and and..

I can't understand how ppl can stone the entire day, I mean I need to find meaning in my life. I feel like going out but I don't have infinite clothes, this sounds stupid and makes me sound like a stereotypical dumb and materialistic girl but I mean I don't relaly like going out and wearing the same clothes, oh you say, me too! but I mean I don't even want to repeat what I wear. I'm so disappointed in myself >:[
I feel like finding something exciting to do like just going to the beach to darken up or blading, cycling too! Care to join?
Oh yeah! I'm gonna watch hairspray with my cousin and his girlf.
Then sunday, prolly disturbia with T,H,skang and R?

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Goodbye world!
:)