this is gracelynn

I still have to do my flash, I still have to do my flash, I still have to do my flash.
Thanks to the goddamnit person who deleted it.
Okay, so I got kinda annoyed by a small something but I decided it wasn't worth it after what Anisha told me. Im ean those who would know me well, would roughly guess what I'm upset about when I give this hint, RESULTS, COMPLAINTS.
I guess some ppl are never satisfied with their results no matter how bloody well it is. But Anisha said everyone has their own standards and all, that's apprpriate but one moment you are comforting someone who just passed(this is an eg) and saying its okay, when you get like a high A1 and you're all fuck.
I mean using the word fuck. Okay I do that too, so I shouldn't be hypocritical. (Come on, I mean you're like that too, aiya, swear at my face if you're not happy :) )Its that even the right description? I can't be bothered to think, I'm sick and tired about deciding whether or not to skip school. Reason for skipping is because, I'm too lazy to pack my bags and attend cca. Reason for going is that tmr would be the only day I can use the computer lab to do work and this one reason though outnumbered by the two is a more critical reason. And though I know my priorities blahblahblah, I'm kinda unbothered by the IT thing though I feel all oozy if I don't complete something and ALSO being inferior to those ppl who can get flash. I mean I'm not exactly interested but I mean it's human nature to wanna be better than someone right? RIGHT? okay, I'm not sure about you but that's my thinking.
I'm also feeling very bothered by trying to find out how to book a cip date and how Anisha can do it so easily.Looking at the NLB website is just making me feel nauseous and sleepy.
But still, I wanna complete this little shit and get one with my life.
My cousin and his wife just asked me whether or not during the holidays should I help them paint little canvases with animals and prancing things so they can hang it up in my nephew's/their son's room.
I accepted lah cause its my little nephew what and he just makes your heart melt.
Oh yeah, it's his birthday today and my mom's tmr.
And something quite hilarious happened just now.
You see my mom borrowed some "My Private Parts" book for my sister so she learns penis.......etc.
and she saw my little naked nephew after his bath and his was in the cot ,slightly above my sis and so his groin was facing my sis and my sis exclaimed fascinated and excitedly,"HE HAVE PENIS!!SO SMALL SO CUTE!!" I was about to die and undoubtedly my cousin asked,"Grace, you teach ar?" I was like NOOO.
It was bloody embarrassing and oooh, I ate crab today again. heehee :)
Gd night!