this is gracelynn

So my mom and I were talking about being judgemental, and going for some bible study thing, they taught her about not being judgemental, christian values, all that.
I mean well yeah, I am a christian too but I believe in being judgemental.
Yeah, you can't base a person's character from first impression but it counts a lot.
I mean if you see this man and the way he speaks is total SHITZXX, then I mean you won't see him as a well brought up and poised young man eh?
See what I mean?
She says not retaliating to some painful people doesn't necessarily means you don't care but I don't see why if you are having some emotions, you shouldn't show it, I mean emotions aren't meant to be bottled up all day long and one day decides to emerge causing a nervous breakdown, wouldn't that harm yourself instead of when you could just show the bloody person how you feel and not affect yourself?
I mean afterall, you're more important person, even the person being the greatest authority and all, but I don't see why you should seek out for other ppl more than yourself.
Call it utter self-centeredness but I think you should treasure yourself more than others.
And if the person didn't want you to retaliate back at him, shouldn't he first thought of what he was going to do and what the consequences would be?
Shouldn't he know how it would affect you and how you would preobably behaved back to him?
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I think I'm turning into a monster, someone help me.