Candid

Right now my curtains are down and the room light is on and I'm wasting electricity during inflation.
All cause of getting the same crappy lighting.
I haven't been doing anything, even the boring.
I need to start exercising and earning money and studying.
I sometimes wonder if the ppl who write so well think very hard cause I'm thinking very hard now.

I realised I care for crappy things.
Not because I like crappy things but I like to keep things the way they are, new things are too sudden, too unexpected, too unadaptable.
I might turn oldfashioned.

Sometimes, I'm unable to write things cause I'm not thinking, or I can't find the write words at all.
And it is frustrating, and you rack your brains and something so manufactured and modified and mechanic comes out from it.

I told Anisha I tend to annoy people when I'm jealous.
I think it's cause I want to balance the whole, "You've got good stuff, okay you gta get bad stuff too."

I need to shopzxs.