this is gracelynn

Halo baby, you scratched me twice tdy, I slap you.

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Sometimes, I feel my parents don't provide me with enough, as in material things.
Then again, they are material things.

However, I cannot see how they can't provide me with extra things, how they can't please their child abit and tell them that they've provided so much with education fees and such.
How they can't so willingly fork out 300 bucks for tuition for an inexperienced tutor and think so deeply and so strongly not want to get clothes and other stuff as such.

Whilst thinking this, I feel like an utter spoilt child but yet I don't think I should feel spoilt and I get angry on why they cannot give me those material things.

I mean (in contrast) to the many other children out there, I wished my parents weren't so stingy with their money.

I don't think I well-to-do, but I'm not poor either!

I just think, shouldn't we sometimes have a shower of gifts that need no conditions.

And before you start judging me, I AM NOT A SUPERFICIAL BITCH OR BRAT.

(I'm trying not to throw a hissy fit.)