bright shoes with torn laces.

wah i tell you after i took this, i got mad scolding.
"No flashes in the car!"
"What if I banged someone?"


I love my AhMa

Ants




Shoooooz


Dizguzding bebee

ugh so blur

You're not much of a winner.

Must be the studying but I was thinking on how a very uncool and unpopular and unhip pereson I am.

First of all, social social social hierachy in (guess what) and school not much of a big deal, cause I've many friends there.

Secondly, I'm a sucky person cause like what () told me, I'm a total bitch.
I expect ppl to listen to me and solve my problems while I couldn't care less about theirs. Okay, I do care about some stuff but talking majority here.
I've this problem about wanting a lot of close friends.
Because I feel like I have a sparse of friends when I look at the phone and think, who am I suppose to sms without looking like I'm trying.
And I mean those who I really talk to are so little, what if they're angry, who do I confide to.
Omg, no, I don't mean I want backup friends and I sound like a faggoty fuck twit and I don't differ from any other hypocrite in the world.

Lastly, I feel okay I mentioned it but I really feel like a loser in (), I mean my close friends there are not losers at all, the ppl who knows them don't know me so when I approach those friends infront of those ppl, they see me as a loser hanging out with some perosn I shouldn't be hanging with.
I mean I woke ytd and was like I really don't feel like gg and I'm not even gg for God, And I swore at him last night, like scolding him about why I have to be the loser amongst my friends.
It used to be the 3 of us and everybody became more socialble and moved'cept ME, wtf is wrong with me.
I hope I don't sound like those emo asses complaining about my life all freaking day and night and I totally hate them but IM A HYPOCRITE SEE IM BEING LIKE THEM.

It's not like I have no friends at all.
There's anisha who talks about ice lemon tea when I'm talking intensely.
There's grace who goes, mm, uh, oh and REPEATS THINGS REALLY LOUDLY WHEN SHE THINKS SHE DIDNT HEAR THEM RIGHT.
There's Julia who'se always chill and relax and shares almost the same opinions with me.
There's Tricia, the person who sits with me in church and play the drums with.
There's Vanessa, who I'm starting to enjoy talking to cause she got cool makeup no kidding.
There's cheryl, who helps me with work and more work and the list goes on.
There's OMG YES YOU Melanie Liang, who's really nice to talk to despite her puny size and oh yes music and how I keep telling her she's really that gd at it.
There's Rachel Tan, the one who sits behind me during chinese being bimbo and making me seem the smartest of the world.
There's Ashley(we don't know each other very well but chi classmates affect me quite alot), who's quite hot and tells me her boy bashing experiences.
There's Delane FOOOOOO, the one who has the nicest of personalities never snapping in your face even if you can be the idioticest of idiotics and talking about games and art, rocks with her.
There's Heather Mao, who's going OMG NAH TOTALLY and pinkish and gigglish and snortish and SITS BESIDE ME
There's Ryan Goh, who's the only guy I'm writing here cause no guy can be not gay at all and talk to a girl so well and has amazing character and no corrupted and fucking playboy like disgusting gross cocky mason or ugly beng JAYDON, I don't have problems with bengs, ray's one but he's nice and not totally cocky.

I didn't put God in my list. I don't know if I'm a christian at all, I mentioned I sowre at him but I don't feel as guilty as I should be and oh yes many others I didn't mentioned, crazy ah I so many friends.
See I have so many friends but like aiya aiya, I'm a stupid materialistic bitchfaced cocksucker.

I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black

Bulk uploader is not working!

Cross country after.










graceface


Proves I don't like Goal













Home stuff






I love my nerves pissing vulgar spitting obscene loving toes smelling baby girl :):):)







And I took freaking 45 mins to upload cuase BULK UPLOADER NOT FAGGOTY WORKING.

Yesterday, my teacher asked if I thought I was a girl.

Hello, haven't been here awhile, buried in work studies tv.

I need to get over OCD and here are some great vids by deathcab.






I need more clothes and first I need money.


Smaacking bob shits I'm going to fail and I haven't done homework.

28 hrs of maths.

Superman

I know I start off with this like 10 times alrd, but !@#$ photobucket.
Or maybe its Java's problem or both.

I'm fucking OCD, I'm like mental.
Like I'd wish this weren't screwing and everything isn't screwing, each this that isn't in stable condition is like a burden or task on me and stay in my head waiting to be checked off.
Right now, the list consist off.
1. Getting over the scratch
2. Get my phone to be able to be detected on the computer because it can't
3. Get my computer to brand new condition where it doesn't lag, doesn't have Java problem and can detect my phone.
Basically, get it serviced.
4. Stop feeling so mental.

I turned into Brie.

Anyway,
Friday was good.
Had fantastic exercise of walking 3.5 km and more.
And watching Goal 1 and 2 and got quite sick of it and did make up on tricia vice versa.

Went Cheryl's house for proj and we got sick and made prank calls in the name of idiocy, 2 guys smsed qho I was and I ended up making friends with one.

Heather's gna be in town for a week.
Geeeeeee, chinese how?!

School's tmr, oh holy shit.
My hair's straight pray it remains that way.

Cheerios. :)

woo cool.

I've been feeling quite bored and meaningless lately, photoshoooot pls.

And I wanna get a moleskin :):):)
My threadless shirt arrived on fri night :):):)

Chan Junyang:
Muz Muz Muz ketchup!

I got a lympthnote, not sure about the spelling.
Am here dying and failing in studies.
Though I work work work and study real hard.
Whatever, I guess not the hardest.

the keyboardist is hardcore funny.

Nway, 7 random facts about me since I realised I haven't done this before.

1.I like to smell newly printed paper.
2.When I bite my nails, I only bite the white part.
3.I say 10 hundred instead of 1 thousand (all the time unless I'm reading off something)
4.I like to draw naked male cartoons cause they really easy to do(no perverted reasons)
5.I broke my arm cause I fell off a seesaw when it was 2storeys, k maybe 1 storey high and decided to land with one arm only.
6.I memorize ppl's no. from the tune not the numbers.
7.I get nightmares about periods.

Photobucket is a shitfaced fuggot.

Nway, not gg red dot, my sis having piano, onwards chem tuition and I think there's a lump in my neck. I hope I don't die, Oh so ytd we had drums, I'm definite my drums instructor thinks I'm such an idiotic pain, I mean what's wrong with me? Helping ppl change their clocks? I should've known better than to.

I can't run, and my shuttle run's gna screw.
Thin legs are asses.

Went Nut's house ytd.
Tell you it's GIGANTOMOUS!
And it's very cool, like it's filled with antiques worth millions, then Paris is like so out of place cause she looks so modern.
Fat little bi that licks my ass, very amusing, I wanna take her homeeee, plsss?

Haha, and I tell you ah Nut is like extremely disciplined, anybody should study with her and her grandma concocts really good drinks. B)

Ms. Umbrella

Hello, it's gna be just fine and you won't be 90 degrees to the side.