Food Assignment

This is my breakfast.

That's why I'm so thin.

Hawhaw, dont you just wanna slap me now.

I'm demoralised by !@#$ no. of games I lost in Connect 4.
"For ages 6 and up"
I think I'm gna to curl up into a ball and cry.

Phuck/Phunk Physics

Did physics and physics and what...? physics.

I did physics FYI. s

Egoistic now, discriminating someone.

In-your-face-fuck-you-bitch kind of person who?

Failed Heather look.

School starts tmr.
I have homework that I didn't know existed.
My eyeballs are shrivelled from contacts.
I ate bakulat and I'm not very good at posting.
This is quite shallow and boring.

Aaron cut his finger and the mere sound of "blood" makes me air headed.

I photoshopped my nose.
HAHA.

Who would I rather sleep with?

Ans: Jennifer Love Hewitt

In Fat Too Ate.

This is Ryan Goh Wen Xian

Hello, you've been a really nice friend so.. this is for you! :)




ryan. press in, press on. says:
k loh use as dp loh
ryan. press in, press on. says:
i don't mind (:
graze land says:
wahlao
ryan. press in, press on. says:
i was whistling ah?
graze land says:
can you look like youre affected
graze land says:
i dono
graze land says:
haha
ryan. press in, press on. says:
oh um ok
ryan. press in, press on. says:
*ahem*
ryan. press in, press on. says:
ARGGGHHHH
ryan. press in, press on. says:
OMG DON'T PUT THAT
ryan. press in, press on. says:
aahhhhh so unglam can! DDDDD:
ryan. press in, press on. says:
stop!
ryan. press in, press on. says:
GLC STOP IT NOW
graze land says:
HAHAH youre making me choke on my laugh

You have bald nostrils!

/
incase you're wondering whose finger it is, I took it from a picture of cheryl :D

I'm not happy with where I am now.

And I wonder, are ppl happy with where they are.
In terms of status, popularity, money, intellect.

I'm deprived in all.

That sucks.

-
Went for reunion today and I'm good at wii billards. And I swear my brother is a pain in the ass. I missed some stuff to hang out with heather and all for the lunch.
CNY is coming (again), it's my 16th time and I think I'm getting kinda sick of it. There are some up's though, meeting cousins and catching up with them, it doesn't always have to be about money and I'M NOT BULLSHITTING.

-
I feel slightly annoyed with some ppl, that their life revolves around fixed things so routine and they neglect everything else.
I doubt I have much of a say in this cause it shouldn't affect me and as of again, it's not my life.
But I hope that she(yes, she) would open her eyes bigger, get a panoramic view of things instead and sometimes remember the ppl abit more to the side and corner.
Whatever is now is temporary(this is subjective), grow up.






shoez sheuz shooz shuz

Hair like that

No clothes for cny, this is terrible!

maha maha maha.

cont. of amath proceeds.

Confessions of a Shopaholic

OMG cant wait!
The actors arent really good looking though :(



:O :O :O

2006

I'm doing my chinese and this feeling of nostalgia just overwhelmed me.
I think sec one is the most memorable year in my life.
The year I changed, and the year I began to change.
The friends I held the closest to me were lost in that year, and now we're stronger than ever.
The year I held the most confidence, the year I lost so much confidence that I can't reclaim them back anymore.
The year I made so many friends whom now I don't even talk to.
The year my studies started to detoriate and so is still.
The year I liked a boy who actually liked me back.

I remember having a huge infatuation over Junyang, the countless number of his name I scribbled in my Strait's Time book which I have now thrown away.
I remember going out with him sneakily without my parent's consent.
Looking back at it, I was irrevocably in(to) love, wanting a boyfriend so much,
so much angst.
I remember Ashley, whom I no longer talk to now; her legs caught my attention, and they still do now and then(I'm not perverted), and I do wish to revive that friendship.
I remember things not related to me at all, Ashley and Jonchan.
I remember the nice things I heard.
I remember the hurtful things I saw.
I rememberthe library.
I remember the basketball court.
I remember how I made friends with Ryan.
I remember going out with Hanya Brannigan Jeremyhon and Wanyu.
I remember my bad dressing sense.
I remember the short hair I loved.
I remember the short hair I hated.
I remember sitting with Grace.

I regret things.
I regret superficial things,
I regret spiritual things,

I regret not making more friends,
I regret not studying,
I regret not improving my self image and therefore am not as cool as I could be.
I regret things I've said,
things I've done.

And the worst thing now is that I've lost the pictures I took with the pink phone I'd dropped into the toiletbowl.

I miss 2006.

I wished I had known you then too.

Bigger is better

and better is bigger!

Ohno ohno, I'm piling up on work everyday and the stack keeps getting higher!
I need new clothes alrd and I need a new look.
I'm plain boring fugly and disgusting.
My hair is in the inbetween stage and I'm whining like an annoying female.
Ew, I can't stand being so female sometimes.
It's so.. icky.
Females are irritating and self absorbed and conscious, (overly).
And I am too!

-
I need to study I need to study I need to study I need to study I need to study.

I cannot self motivate.

I need to study!

-
I'll let you in a secret,
when your name comes up, I get panic attacks.

This is A Nice Scar

A nice scar is not very nice.
She's mean and pms-y and hairy.
So why do I like her?

She is slightly pretty.
She can help me with my work.
And she makes me seem better at sports.

I hoped I encouraged her through this post.

I love you, nice scar! :B

//

A nice scar I was kidding.

She looks better than Natalie Portman,
is more humble than she is smart(and she is alrd very smart!),
keeps me happy,
has super duper sharp nose, super nice eyes,
cute small teeth,
and possibly one of the reasons why I can believe in God(because God blesses, and he blessed me with this imperfect perfect person :D )

I'm sorry I've got nothing else to do!

What two specific colors best reflect your personality
funky colours that are not bright; green, blue?

If you could be any animal, what would you be?
Chimp.

Your favorite flower is?
I don't like flowers.

What is your favorite candy?
M & Ms, are those even considered.

What is your favorite fruit and vegetable?
mangosteen and baby kailan

What is your favorite flavor of ice cream?
Mcflurry

Do you prefer sour or sweet?
Sour!

What style of jeans do you prefer to wear?
Bleached; straight cut , though I have none.

The color yellow reminds you of?
Infection=Pus

The first word which pops into your head when I say summer is?
What time is it? Disney is demonic.

The first word which pops into your head when I say waterfall is?
Wet

Do you prefer to sing or dance?
Dancing is cooler but singing is easier.

If you could play any instrument, what would it be?
Cello, saxophone

The top two qualities you look for in a friend are?
Goodlooking and cool.
Paradox is, (just go observe my friends)

What cartoon character is your favorite?
I don't really like cartoons.

Do you have a favorite comic?
No.

Would you say your an introvert or an extrovert?
Extrovert, pls no, no desk job ew.

Which 4 places would you like to visit in the future?
NZ, France, Rome, Africa, many many

How do you like to travel(by foot, boat, car, etc)?
SIA!
Pls it's like the best.

What is your favorite sport?
Sleeping!

Finish this sentence: Something that people don't know about me until they get to know me is...
I like to help ppl put makeup and do their hair, bet you didn't know that.

I swear you're making me crazy.

My mother told me not to swear.

-

Lady Gaga

I love her music!
I know it's not my kind of taste but she's so funky!

And did I mention I really want the album "Circus".
Yeah hurry hurry go get for me.

Emmy

Rossum is sooooo koootez.





Miss Lucy had a steamboat
The steamboat had a bell
Miss Lucy went to heaven
And the steamboat went to
Hello, operator
Please give me number nice
And if you disconnect me,
I will chop off your
Behind the 'fridgerator
There was a piece of glass
Miss Lucy sat upon it
And it went right up her
Ask me no more questions
And I'll tell you no more lies
The boys are in the bathroom
Zipping up their
Flies are in the belfry
And the bees are in the park
And the boys and girls are kissing
In the D A R K
D A R K
D A R K
DARK DARK DARK

-

Drop lower lower down.

I just slammed myself into the sliding door.
I went to ACJC's open house today.
It did not make me want to go jc any more than I already do.
The whole school-ish atmosphere made me feel very tense.
And Nathan Hartonoo is so cocky looking.
I feel like slapping him.

And I did the most amount of work today for the year!

Jason Mraz; 5th of 3

Fuck tickets are on sale alrd, okay fine tmr.
And the prices were released on fri and I only received it tdy.
I feel like crap.
I feel so obligated to know it first as a fan, and yet I didnt.
Okay, an obsessed fan which sounds slight dorky and uncool.
145 for Category A.
Wantzzz!
Needzz!
I will totally buy all his albums again and better get him to sign, although I will probably freak out, freeze or puke or psas out, when I'm like beside him.

-

Captain's Ball was okay.
So awkward and I felt so lousy at it.
And like nobody passed me the ball okay.
Except when it rebounded from someone's face to my face to my hands, which looked stupid.
And Saboteur not that fun what.
Okay, I'm playing it cool. (Act only)

Right, I need to shop and get a dress for CNY and practise walking around in heels.

CYA!

Raw Feeling

This feels new all over again.


The week has been hectic, assignments still yet incomplete.
And the teachers were not really merciful.
CCA Fair is tomorrow.
Not thinking of anything much avant garde.
I want my hair long now, so I can get it so cropped.
Just played pool, I'm slammin' good!
Okay.

Cheerios!

Edie Sedgwick

Aw shucks, mental illness and apparent suicide.

Cute ppl don't live long.

//

LUCKY

Paris Hilton's My New BFF

is almost stupid with it's backstabbing and bullshit;

but hey, I'm a girl and this is my entertainment.

I'm such a no brainer.

Please do friggin tag.

3 zits.

My complexion is crapzx.

I wanna roll right back into bed, cover my face with my hair, forget the day.

Then my stomach is churns. Irregular meals.

I love to eat. I can't understand why ppl think it's a sin. You live to eat.

Yes, I'm skinny but I have the potential to grow fat.

But fats are burnable.

And gastric is not.

-

Sarah told me abt her (will-not-happen) birthday party just now.

"I won't invite Samuel."

"Why not?"

"He will make friends with my friends and forget me."

Silly, possessive girl.

2009

I'm deadbeat.
Unprepared.
Lethargic.
Thoughts distorted.

I'm not ready at all.
The mistakes I made in 08, still unlearned.

I'm insecure about what the new year will bring me.
I want new friends.
I want new confidence.
I want to know God better.
And I canot believe what I just wrote above this.

I wished I could expressed how I feel right now.
The whole confusion, but I'm tired and I'm sure even if I wasn't, I wouldn't be able to.

I have a tendency to read what others write and at times, they are able to express my feelings and I get to rip this sentence off.
My fingers clicked the mouse to a new tab and then I clicked the x.
I know I can do it.

I dowand to be shallow brained.
I want to learn to extract emotions.

I will attain confidence.

And again whole new I, I, I, I post.