My dad told me it's dandruff and julia told me it's not lice 1000000xxx times, and tricia told me that too.
But I'm still itchy and scared.

"I always think of music as the sound of someone trying their hardest...I'm not a natural misucian or songwriter and my life would be much easier if I was doing something else, but for some reason I'm committed to making myself better at this, even if it makes my brain bleed."
-Emmy Lee Moss

Eye opener.
Just my personal best.


21st Feb

PWN YOU PWN YOU PWN YOU.
What's pwn.

Classics

I bought this book, "Coraline" and there's a motion picture based on it.
It's those, dark creepy disturbing child stories like "Alice in Wonderland" that gives you the chills.
Really like the way it has been adapted.

And it's so terrifyingly similar to this really old nickelodeon show, "Life with Loopy", remember it?

Don't mind the voice over.
I remember feeling all funky inside watching this cause it played only really late at night and 10 30 in the past for me was really late.
I think it's the animation and the weird girl.

I haven't watch my korean show URGH

Hi Friends,

This is what terrible of choice in friends you have, specifically, me.


A 33 pointer, that is unable to pronounce simplistic words such as, world, children, cruel, haunted, photography.
Has a very constraint vocabulary with swear words ranging from "bitch" to "fuck".
Attained proudly a 16/50 for a comprehension.
Fails in every possible subbject not meant to be failed and what is known to be "fun" to the majority.



Has triangular nostrils.
Has hair that doesn't grow.
Has zits all over the forehead.
Has heavy period all the time.
Who can't smile.
At all.
Who has a low sense of morale, pretty self explanatory.
Who has low eq and can't make friends.
Who is judgemental and unfriendly.




A future convict/prisoner of changi prison.
A refugee.
An assumed boy.
An assumed lesbian if not assumed as a boy.
A -gasps- "GRACELYNN".

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Oh the horror!

Screw them mfkers

What the fuck
http://www.spca.org.sg/appealcck09.pdf
take a look at this.

I'm dismayed and utterly disgusted by who so ever did this.
That son-of-a-bitch is sadomachistic(whatever word anisha used in her review).
Fuck, I mean if they could kill such an adorable small helpless creature without a flinch, think about what they could do to us four limbed beings.
Someone should give them a bloody slap on their face and ask them to fucking wake up.
It's cruel and gruesome, sadistic and heartless.

The world should be cleaned off such filthy minded people.

This is us for you.
LD for another 7 hours +.

I like my chem tutor but I think he thinks I'm some sort of idiot.
And too stupid to be true, so he probably thinks I act stupid.
Last night, d stayed over and thad hung around for awhile and thad had some "brilliant" idea to break glow sticks and splatter them around.
Thad died the next day due to intoxication.

kidding.

Tdy nat came my house, and we did abit of work.
I'm quite disappointed my friends think I'm trying hard to act smart.
Am I usually that stupid?
Like when I get a right answer, finally, and they're all "OMG YAY YOU GOT IT"

Anyway, haha nat and I had a swell of a time the "later" part on msn with a really interesting convo with a certain admirer. :D
HAHA.



KyuJong is really cute when he sings heehee (L)
Nat! He looks abit like your second bro!

STUDY YOU STUPID PERSON!

I didn't do my grade 8 tdy.
I'm not very sure of how to feel.
I mean afterall I thought it was wednesday, genuinely!
But even if so, I wouldn't have gone too.
I didn't practice therefore I knew I would fail given the bullshit that, "oh! you haven't tried, how would you know?"
Goddamnit, you know yourself best.
And I don't regret not taking the exam.
I regret the years and money spent on something I never grew to enjoy and when I could've have learnt ballet which I really wanted at that age and really excel at something.
Now my only credit after all this 12 years is a merit for grade 4 and that is somthing really demeaning.
I never wanted to learn this, 350 for the exam was obviously wasted and those 12 years of fees.
No, unlike your words I won't regret not taking the exam, I regret not wailing and bawling more so that the torture would've ended.
Okay, so "torture" is slightly dramatic, but I vividly remember the dread in me everytime I was a step closer to the centre with the big bright neon words in kovan(that has now been replaced with some other ntuc thing) "YAMAHA".
I feel like my entire childhood was wasted alrd.
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On a lighter note, watched gg, watched bbf, am technically quite satisfied.
NEED TO COMPLETE MORE WORK.
My phone has a note on standby that screams, metaphorically, "STUDY STUDY STUDY YOU STUPID PERSON!".
How's that for motivation?

I will find pressure and let the pressure consume me and whilst it digests my innerbeing, I will gain knowledge, I will gain knowledge, I will gain knowledge, I should just copy paste that chunk.
LD is mad, 7 hours +++ 4 days this wk holiday.

Analeigh is smokin'.

Ow, butt cramp.

The uglyness above me has decided to spread around its fetish for noise pollution at full blast.



And a sleepwalking dog; I dare you not to smile.





Have I mention, I'm starting to like floral prints. Almost graphic and that kind of look where you almost think it's ahma then in it, you feel so pretty.
Oh and THOSE SHORTS IN THE FIRST PICTURE. (I WAAAANT.)

NATZANGREYSLIM

NATZANG is so skinny and pretty and not underweight.
She makes geeks seem hot and has a protruding jaw when she smiles but that's okay :)

One of the few who lives relatively close to me.
You're greatly appreciated.
We need to shop because we have similar chest size and bone size.
CHICKFLICK SLUMBERPARTY :D

Flemming's law(_l_)

Something worth 2009

Cliche as it sounds, words cannot express how I feel.
It was surreal like all of this was just a dream.
I woke up this morning and was, "Did this really happen?"

It was a waste I didn't get to see him. I really wanted to then it would make my night complete. I should've bought the 145 tickets. A surge of regret makes me feel heavy and go SHIT SHIT SHITTTTTT, I should've done this and that and this.

But last night was, fucking awesome.

And above was the best performance.

During the concert, I was super insecure to dance next to a couple who were so stoned and sitting throughout the concert. Soon after I joined Anisha and J, and I spazzed but the music inhabits you and it takes away all self consciousness.
He kept shaking his hips haha so sexy, so severely dorky and almost cool. Oh, no, he is.

He's one hip shaking, guitar picking, crowd wowing dude and I'm sure I'll cont. liking him down the road.

Peace out.

Haven’t you ever listened to music that made you cry? It’s like the melodies reach in through flaring nostrils and caress your skin from underneath making all your hairs rise at attention, they too trying to listen. And then all the tingly sensations, the unnamed emotions, culminate at the dam on your eyelids until they fall from your body like a stream flowing over the top of a mountain. I liken it to a musical detoxification treatment; freeing yourself of non-required thoughts and feelings and returning to your inherent self - a being made of love and light.

-Jason Mraz

I still wish I could write well.

JASON MRAZ TMR OMGWTF(ITIAHF): I think I'm Having Fits.

No picture whatsoever cause I'm using my dad's tiny lenovo which is so tiny all the keys are compressed to close to one another I keep getting typos.

My stomach feels twisted and I'm scared and stressed and nervous.
It's churning and fumbling and growling, okay maybe I'm just hungry haha.

I feel funny not watching my kdrama tdy.
It's like this emptiness and stress like if you routinely put moisturizer daily and you don't put it for one day, you feel.. dry.

Yeah oaky I'm tired and I wanna be all jumpy for tmr so naitbai.

Pitstop

was money-blowing.

However, much much fun I had in weeks.

OMG!@#$% jason mraz on thurs. (hyperventilates)
I'm all stressed and unprepared and then lotsa ppl ask, what's there to prepare.
Well I have a list.

-Get the limited edition cd
-Get the lumix camera
-Find a way to get there before 6
-Decide what clothes to get
-Practice my smile (just in case I meet him) ; okay I sound like a crazed fan, I most probably am. Haha!

Back to the prev. topic, I really really adore my cluster, super cool people cause they just so cool like that.
My week has been just watching Kdrama and yeah, more kdrama.

One more Kim Beom! :D:D:D